Reconsider

I know it hurts sometimes

To see and not to react

To know and not argue

But you'll get over it.

My definition of love 

Is pain. Pain of having to

leave you to stick

With others. That's pain.

I don't incriminate you.

You fell for me. You knew and played along.

I am ready to be called on

To testify in honor of myself

If only you could reconsider.

Between far and wide

I lurk, seeking approval

Of what will be done.

Rumors wash over me

Only give what you can afford to lose

Why give away what I might need?

Surprisingly, I'm not wealthy

And have little to lose.

Should I count my blessings, you'd go twice.

I'm talking about myself.

Myself that's lost and seeking to prove them wrong.

Drich has come to lay hands on your hearts. 

That coronates in malacious acts.

Be a witness to the power of words.

I find no approval from peers again. 

I see six they see nine.

Such a diverse world.

Old memories of old self shall

I put in archive.

And become a new being and 

Do the works I was meant to do.

Reconsider your choices

And actions that sprout bad vibes.

I'm a victim and I tell you my story. 

For words c

an go deep and resurrect a dead soul.

Amen