Indescribable Night

This night has so many happenings in my own mind,
I can't describe what goes wrong
I can't tell tell nor explain what is going on
Oh, my whole day is  just fun, but how can be a night become like this?

Something's not right
I felt the wind touching my skin
The cold wind telling me to let it out
But I don't know what to let out.

The stars upon the sky makes me think
Some things that is indescribable to me,
I am asking me, what is happening to me?
How can be a happy woman, be sad.

How can we be sad at one night?
How can we endure this indescribable night?
Why the night feels so long;
And lonely?