The Curse Of Grandma Lonnie

You are a poison

You are a disease

Your smear campaigns

Won't put me at ease...

For you are a bad grandma

And you have no soul;

I guess I'll never know

Your heart,

Oh how devastating it is

To know that you are alive

I hope you die

With your pride by your side

Because your pride

Is all you have,

No one cares about your pride;

So what are you trying to hide?

For when I was a child

I felt nothing but lies

And your lies are potent

Till this day;

I hope you know

You have no soul

And it hurts deeply

The way you bleed,

For you have no blood at all

And you have no heart

For I don't hear it beating...

Please leave me alone

And take the trauma with you

For I don't need it in my life;

Did you ever love me?

Did you ever bare your soul?

Do you ever wonder why

Nobody wants to be around you?

Well maybe I'm just venting

And none of this makes sense,

Well maybe I'm just scatterbrained

And I am completely crazy,

But what I do know

Is that I am your enemy

And you are mine...

How unfortunate is this?

For I loved you

More than I loved my own soul

And I cried for you

More than I cried for anyone

I just don't know how to feel

When I'm writing like this,

I just don't know how to feel

Being left in the dark

For you really hurt me

And I'm sure I hurt you

Yet the realest pain

Comes from family like you

Because you don't feel anything

And you don't feel me

My emotions aren't valid

Therefore I am dead to you

So goodbye grandma

Forever and ever...

I hope I never see you again

You broke my heart

Into a million pieces,

Was it worth it to hurt me like this?