Empty

Empty 

in front of me 

place on the sofa. 

you were just there 

and then you are just not there anymore.

Still in my life but not in my heart anymore.

no more for long. 

drunk all about some random “I’m right you are wrong” side of the wave 

And I’ve tried to ingnored 

I rally tried just to watch a movie 

just a movie 

you see

didn’t hear have of your anger learnt to live with it anyway 

constantly angry and half empty 

or

Emoty.

so sofa in front of me shouldn’t be a surprise 

yet 

always is.

people spend decades this way and I’m already in it 7. 
trapped 

in empty 

space

and it’s all like this small shallow sea by the unknown once great island where grass is greener (not anymore)

By myself alone 

even if I say to you I’d like to day you just laugh 

so I’m dead for you and not important for long

this happy face as insurance is ticking 

fireworks in the background 

new year for some

For me 

a trap with someone who knows how to trap you forever and make you die slowly 

I’m sitting now in this empty sofa space

you are no longer here you left me to punish - wnet up to unused bedroom where no longer is us never been anyways 

no celebration here 

no us here 

Just empty me 

First day of freedom 

walking a way

a slow long walk ahead of me

and it’s scary

But Nothing in me 

nothing