Insecure

Your not here
So I'm watching drivel on line
Your not here 
So time is dragging
Where are you?
Seems to fill my mind 
Who are you with
A question that festers
Do you know I love you
Do you really care?
Do you think I worry
Whenever your not there
I know I'm being insecure 
I know I'm being strange
But I love you 
And my heart is sad
Are you having fun
I hope so but I don't 
I working on my trust
But my mind just over works
So I take some breaths
Think positive and bright
Crack a can and concentrate
Yes everything's alright.
So try and reassure me
I know I love and trust
But life's been shit in the past
And I hate the thoughts I have
So yes I know you love me
And yes I love you too
Forgive me for my weakness 
Cause I've placed my life
With you.