This dream I have
Working at the library
Is deferred;
I have no place to go
That is valuable,
And my place of recompense
Is shot
And all the dead roses die in denial,
Yet my favorite flower is vigilant;
How dare you reap what you sow so early
When the birds have not yet chirped?
I see a sad tree
And it is also in denial,
What bitter love has taken haste?
For this promise is livid
I can tell
For this poor little black girl
Is bummed,
I cannot remember
The promise that you made;
For the promise that you made
Is simply simplified.
And what's in a book
That has no name?
Can a star realize its shine?
Can I grow without bearing resentment?
Is it all out of shame?
For I bear my name
And I bear it proud
But we couldn't be all friends
For I am yet set apart
And dearest to my heart
Is the breath of a page,
A page that cannot tell its worth--
And all you book lovers
Do not change for me,
For I am happy and free.
I am happy and free
In my own little world--
A world that has nothing to do
With society.
- Author: Soul Baby (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: January 8th, 2024 00:27
- Comment from author about the poem: At this place where I volunteered, I (to be honest) was treated unfairly. I didn't know what to expect when I came into this bookstore (Friends of Washoe County Library). I thought it would be good for me to go out into the world and do something meaningful and for a good cause. But much to my surprise, this place ended up being an extremely toxic work environment. The people there felt entitled to ask me questions that were totally inappropriate, they were gossiping, they were incredibly condescending. I don't like to use the word 'narcissists'. But half of these people were narcissists and slithering snakes. So instead, I decided to be the bigger person, and just leave. No one deserves to be treated unfairly because of the color of their skin, or their appearance, or whatever triggers these toxic people. I freed myself from that place, and now I can breathe. To those of you who want to do something meaningful in this world, do it. You will find your place in the world. I am not giving up, and I am going to continue to shine my light. There is a thrill in walking away from toxic people...for these people don't have access to me anymore. Yet I encourage people to do volunteer work. It really is a good experience, plus it makes one feel good about themselves. It is a healthy and authentic way to heal. Hopefully I will find people who will accept me for the unicorn that I am. This place is not a good fit for anyone who has a big heart and is highly sensitive, and actually has a soul. One day I hope to see a change in this place. This is a messed up world we are living in...a world full of raging raccoons. Also I want to say, don't let people steal your joy and rain on your parade. Believe me, the people in that place did that to me. Therefore, I am not accepting any apologies.
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