If I don't respond in a few minutes I am probably at School, sleeping, with family/ friends, or forgot to bring my device. Or grounded.
A happy endings always near
And always close and true
Yet failures always on your case
And always stalking you.
Got my head down tears flowing
Like the river your forbidden to see
Leave me as I am here to fight this battle
As I am at war with myself again
Panic attacks kick in to keep me thinking
I am trying to catch my last breath before it is due
Breathing so fast until all is numb
When all around is the nothing air faded into a blur
Being true to myself was the reason why I panic
Losing myself is the reason why I stay and fight
As calm as day, as fierce as night
The panic comes to mind
An awkward situation
Is never too far behind
It takes some concentration
And motivation too
If ya head is lost, for just a second
It'll grab hold of you
Will pull you down and hold you under
Until you fall again
Sweat and fear will always go
But panic will remain.
Remain where you are
You can't get rid of it
It's like your getting squeezed to death
But you're not
Your just getting sucked into a hole of unhappiness
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Thanks for sharing your personal poem-panic attacks are false alarms and mean nothing-but ‘when you stay true to yourself’ they will leave and forget you…
Wow Lil this is a really good poem. I've also written a few poems about my panic attacks and dissociation. This was really good.
Thank you sam that means a lot. Happy Valentines´ day..
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