i hate the person im becoming

i hate liers,

but im lying everyday when i say im ok

i hate people who r fake,

but i wear a fake smile on my face everyday

im becoming the person that i hate,

the one that they warned u about

i hate people who pretend to be someone there not,

but im constantly pretending to be this version of me that people want me to be

i hate myself,

i hate the monster i have become,

i hate the thing that looks back at me when i look in the mirror

i hate myself,

i hate what i have become