THE CHANGE OF SPRING

The day when the spring season came
I knew I  was standing at the heaven’s gate
You more seemed like an angel to me
Taking all of my pains and silently beautifying my scars

Never knew what life really meant
With just an idea its full of slides and rides
You made me feel it’s more like an amusement park sometimes
You made me smile and it all was genuine for the very first time

From just  saying hello to seeing each other every other day
From secretly praising you to saying all of my things in front of you…
Everything changed but it was never you.
You  were still holding my hand when the worst times came

As you said it still pops up in my mind
I took a day to break all the promises
I still wish I had this chance to say 
I was still taking your name in every breath , that I took in inside
You said I was taking you for ‘For granted’
Even when you knew I have no one by my side
I know my mistakes , but I was not wrong though
As far as I can see I was not that you called some movie types
For you it was just a problem that arrived
But for me someone has again marked me
… as a undesirable characterless creature..
Nothing more than that..Thank God

But all these  things doesn’t really matter for me now
I have some thoughts but these are not like before..
I know you love me like a heaven lord
But trust me I believe You are that beautiful god..

The way you brought me from darkness to sunshine
The way you made me grow along with you
The way you helped me in my little chores
The way we spent the nights at the sea shore
I silently cherish them all
I silently cherish them all.