I'm Done Pt 1

I'm done
I'm really done
I'm fucking done
I said I'm done
I swear I'm done
I'm on the run
I'm so done
I'm fucking done
I said I'm done
I swear I'm done
I'm really done
I'm really fucking done

I'm done with this life
I'm done with that wife
I'm done with this shit
I'm done with that bitch
I'm done with these thots 
I'm done with these bots
I'm done with that hoe
I'm done with that bro
I'm done with the fakes
I'm done with the hate
I'm done with the sluts
I'm done with the downs but never the ups
I'm done with the whores
I'm done with the wars
That are always battling in my head
BANG BANG
Oh shit, look I'm dead
You didn't think I'd pull that trigger?
Well I did
You thought when I talked about killing myself I just kid?
Bitch please
Most of the time I'm crying on my knees
While the rest of my body bleeds
And these thoughts just scream
Lowering my self esteem
You will never ever see
Cause I always put up a protective screen
When I'm out
You don't know what my life's about
Or that I need mental help
Or that I'm about to slit my wrists
Blood all over my fists, oh shit

So I'm done
I'm really done
I'm fucking done
I said I'm done
I swear I'm done
I'm on the run
I'm so done
I'm fucking done
I said I'm done
I swear I'm done
I'm really done
I'm really fucking done

I'm done arguing with these thoughts
I'm done with them always taking over my mind
They're here all the fucking time
I'll do anything to get rid of these thoughts except snort a line
Never get high
To deal with the pain
What the fucks the gain?
It just messes up your brain
It's like an umbrella covering up the rain
Protects you for awhile
But once it's gone
Pours back down on you
You will never get through
No matter what you do
So I'm done
I'm done with this life that I'm living in
Fuck it I'm just giving in
Cause with these thoughts there's just ain't no fixing em
So what's the point of continuing?
When I can just say that I'm done
It might be the easy way out
But I don't care, I just want out
Just give me the pills
Just give me the knife
Just give me the noose
Just give me the gun
I swear I'm done
Just give me that fucking gun
Cause this shit ain't fun
There is nothing else I can do except run

I'm done
I'm really done
I'm fucking done
I said I'm done
I swear I'm done
I'm on the run
I'm so done
I'm fucking done
I said I'm done
I swear I'm done
I'm really done
I'm so done, I'm about to disappear
On outta here
I'm really fucking done