Just A Single Spark

I hear,
These voices,
They are near.
Too loud,
You fear.
Why are they here?!
Can't they go and disappear?

Telling too much to hear,
What you don't have to fear..

It's dark,
All dark,
Can't see a single spark.
You search for light,
But you can't stand a single fight.
Going blindly up that hill.
Feeling like you don't move and stand still.
Missing the top,
And falling again until you stop.

It's all too much,
I want to flee.
But I can't see.
Always hoping to find a blue sparkling sea.

I'm losing,
It's all so damn confusing.
I'm searching the light,
But my hope's gone into the night.

All dark,
Can't see a single spark.
It's cold,
The warmth's gone they told.

Life's hard like a rock,
Can I make it to the top?
Can I get there and stop?
Can I rest there until my heart will stop?

Can someone see me?
Can someone smile and get to me?
Can someone stay with me?
Can they stay there till the end?
Supporting and loving,
Until we're both nothing?

Can life get colors again?
Can life be easy?
Full of laughter, joy and please me?
Can my soul rest again?
Be protected and losing fear?

Please release me...