I'm Done Pt 2

In I'm done part one I felt like my only option was to kill myself
But now I've decided to instead, work on myself so
I'm done worrying about what everyone else thinks
I'm done drowning myself in alcoholic drinks
I need to get clean
I need to turn this shit around
I need to turn my life around
I'm done feeling this way
I'm done being that nice guy
Who always finishes last
Done thinking about my past
Only focused on the present
Constantly working on myself
Which I've never before put to my full potential
But now it's different
I need to make some real changes
To my life because
I'm fucking done living this way
I'm fucking done feeling this way
I'm fucking done cutting myself
I'm fucking done drinking the pain away
I'm fucking done crying myself to sleep
Always just feeling so mentally weak
Not wanting to speak
What's on my mind or my opinions
Afraid of judgmental stares
But I'm done thinking that way
I'm done taking the easy way out
Instead of the elevator, I'm taking the stairs
Instead of sleeping, I'm working out
Instead of backing down, I'm standing up tall
Instead of staying down, I'm getting back up when I fall
Because

I'm done living this way
Gotta make some real changes
I'm done feeling this way
Cause lately
I've been drinking to much
I've been cutting to much
Like oh shit, damn that's tough
Gotta make this year my year
My best year
Without the constant fear
I'm done putting this onto everyone else
Gotta figure this shit out myself
Gotta start working on me
I'm done with the distractions
I'm done with the procrastination
I'm done with being dysfunctional
And so god damn emotional
I'm done with fearing my insecurities
Gotta use them to find the better version of me
Gotta use all the hate to feed the fire that burns deep within me
Fuck the insecurities
Leaving that shit in the past
Now I'm grinding, maybe a little to fast
But gotta make up for lost time
I lost seven years to this shit
God damn, life is truly a bitch
But I'm done feeling sorry for myself
Gotta continue to work towards my best self
I ain't backing down
No more turning around
No more excuses
That made my goals more elusive
That shit ruined my full potential
No more options
Gotta get rid of this depression
Cause I'm done feeling this way
Feeling like there's no point in living
But nah, I ain't giving up
I'm going to find a way to make the voices disappear instead of me
And I ain't going to stop fighting and grinding until I do
Cause I'm done
I'm done