Grinding

Bitch I'm grinding
No more partying
No more drinking
No more overthinking
Bitch I'm bout to grind
Bitch I'm bout to climb
To the top
And I'm never ever gonna stop
Bitch I'm bout to grind
Bitch I'm bout to shine
Brighter than the stars
So far up in the galaxy
Bitch please, you'll never surpass me

You've never been in the deep end
Fighting off all these demons
This shit ain't pretend
Suffering through the suicidal tendencies
Praying to god like 'please just end me'
But now
It's my time
To fucking grind
I'm downgrading
But buying a bigger house
That shit don't make sense
But I'm trying to downgrade all the stress
Gotta get rid of that shit
Like the drugs do to the depressed
Turning my life around
Never looking back
Never looking down
I'm going crazy man
Overworking on the daily man
No one came to save me man
These voices were so deadly man
But I turned this shit around
Made a list of goals
Gotta check them all off, one by one
Grinding til they're all done
Got rid of that loaded gun
I'm done going on the run
I'm done running away
Today's the day
That I turn this shit around
Today's the day
That I start to grind
Cause it's about time
For me to do something about these voices
I'm done letting them make all the choices
So I've made the decision
That I'm going to grind
Until I'm a hundred and ten percent fine

Bitch I'm grinding
No more partying
No more drinking
No more overthinking
Bitch I'm bout to grind
Bitch I'm bout to climb
To the top
And I'm never ever gonna stop
Bitch I'm bout to grind
Bitch I'm bout to shine
Brighter than the stars
So far up in the galaxy
Bitch please, you'll never surpass me

You don't have the thrive
You don't have the drive
Just stay in your own lane
Or I'm about to pass you cause
You don't have the passion
You don't have the motivation
You don't have the dedication
That I do
To keep on pushing through
The darkness
The darkest of times
To keep on grinding
Through all the madness
Through all the pain
So you will never ever see any gain
But I'm going to continue to grind
Continue to climb
The mountain of hope
This ain't no fucking joke
I promise you
I'll make it no matter what
I'll grind until I reach the fucking top
I'm starting to grind
Starting to finally work on myself
I'm done chasing girls
That's such a distraction
If they want they can chase me
That's the only way it's gonna be
I'm done with all the distractions
The drinking
The overthinking
Chasing girls
That I barely even know
Wasting time on social media
Deleted that shit
Don't got time for that shit
Cause I'm on a mission
I said I'm on a mission

Bitch I'm grinding
No more partying
No more drinking
No more overthinking
Bitch I'm bout to grind
Bitch I'm bout to climb
To the top
And I'm never ever gonna stop
Bitch I'm bout to grind
Bitch I'm bout to shine
Brighter than the stars
So far up in the galaxy
Bitch please, you'll never surpass me

I'm done living this way
It's time to make some real changes
Working out day to day
Meditating to see this pain fade away
Finally got the courage to speak to a professional
Fixing every little thing to the decimal
Trying to make my past forgettable
Trying to enjoy life like a damn festival
When looking in the mirror, I'm finally recognizable
Finally realized that procrastination
Has been such a violation
To my self validation
Finally realized I don't need anyone else's validation
Expect my own
My opinions are the only one's that matter
Took me eighteen years
But I finally see that
That there is some purpose to my life
And that it doesn't matter what other people think
And I don't need to drown my pain in the drinks
Finally slowing down my thoughts
To get rid of the suicidal patterns
Looking for that long term
Solution
So I'm bout to grind
Fixing all my issues myself, one at a time
Finally figuring out
That I might need professional help
That I need to work on myself
To find the real fix
So I'm going to grind
Til the day I die
Cause it gives me my purpose
Which I've been searching for
For my whole life
So now I know that I need to grind
I need to climb
I need to shine
I need to work on myself to be fine
I'm going all in
I'm fucking grinding
I ain't shying
Down from another challenge
So

Bitch I'm grinding
No more partying
No more drinking
No more overthinking
Bitch I'm bout to grind
Bitch I'm bout to climb
To the top
And I'm never ever gonna stop
Bitch I'm bout to grind
Bitch I'm bout to shine
Brighter than the stars
So far up in the galaxy
Bitch please, you'll never surpass me
You'll soon see my letter
Where I use all this negativity
To inspire
Lately all I've been doing is grinding
So I promise
You'll never surpass me