My Moment

Just when I started to feel upset, it all started to come true,

That the dreams that I had working for were finally coming through.

In that moment,  I realized that letting you go was the best thing that could have happened to me,

Because if we had happened, then this would have never come to be.

I guess you deciding that you wanting  nothing to do with me was the best thing that you could

have done,

Because now I know that I really do not need anyone.

And for so long I was beating myself up about trying to hold on for so long,

And I felt like I was doing so much wrong.

But I have finally realized that this was just a part of my story,

And that this was what was going to lead me to glory.

Because if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t have anything to write about,

And if I wasn’t for you, then I would have taken a completely different route.

One that led my away from my goals and my dreams, 

And it took me so long to finally figure out what it all means.

That I questioned for so long why couldn’t it just work out the way that I wanted it to,

Because I felt like there was nothing else for me to do.

But this whole time the universe was providing me with something better, and there was a reason 

why the universe did not want this to work,

And in a weird way, I am so happy that you ended up being a jerk.

Because I wouldn’t have worked so hard if it had worked out the way I wanted it to,

And everything that I had dreamed of wouldn’t have ended up coming true. 

So in a weird way, I owe all of success to you,

Because you help me to see what I was capable of, which is something that I never thought I 

could do.

And it is so crazy to me that everything has come around in a full three sixty,

And I can’t believe that this is finally happening to me.

Because, losing you, brought me so much more pleasure and joy,

And I am so happy that it didn’t work out with that childish little boy.