Fated Feeling

Fated mirror
Brought you near.
Bad luck for seven years.
Life - is more than what appears.
Time to face my fears
And it's no coincidence I ended up here. 

Darkened my days the moment you came
You knew my fears and I saw your pain.
Lessons and shadows bringing only more rain.
Just being myself was a crime and a shame.

Feed me your inhibitions and plight.
Take my will to live and desire to fight.
Permanent cloud cover or perpetual dark knight.
Depleting my existence - distorting all my light.
But I'm alright.

Learned some hard lessons - can't say I'm healed. 
New lense upon the world and a new shield.
Layers of my walls have begun to peel.
As my body relearns what it means to feel.

~Ruby L.S.~