They (my parents)

One, two ,three ,four

are the years I spent crying on the floor

5,6,7,8

Are the ages my sister grew even though she nine

My sister always had to shine

While I just sat there

Getting yelled at getting scared

When I walked into my room

I would stand there then I would

I would collapse on the ground crying

Cuz of all the hurt, anger, and confusion I have

That I HAVE running through ME

Not my sister only me

So why does It have to take them this fucking long

To realize how much hurt they put me through  

When they got THE letter from my

M-m-m-my biological parents

I read it to only end up in tears

They were sad, and mad mixed

¨HOW DARE THOSE FUCKING LIARS¨ 

I scream in my head late at night

The think they can just bring this on me

Well no so please

please just GO!