Sweet Suffocation

You smiled

With your brown eyes

That lit up under the Golden hour

And it shot straight into my heart

It made me stumble

Well not physically 

But it did make my heart stumbled

At least I didn't fall from stumbling 

Who am I kidding

I jumped right into it

Jumped into the brown eyes with golden flecks

That just so happened to give me a fluttery feeling in my stomach 

Or Butterflies as people call it

Butterflies

which soon turned into a zoo

When I'm in the same room as you 

It suffocates 

It truly does

No 

It's not your presence in my life 

that suffocates me 

It's the love that I have for you 

The love that's buried 

Under the pillow that's drenched with my late-night tears

As a prove of my love

Prove of a love that suffocates my whole being 

Should I tell you to stop the suffocation 

But even if I let it all out 

It will not end 

Even when I take my last breath 

I'm sure it will still be there

The beautiful

Sweet suffocation 

Of love

That I'll always feel only because of

You