Two worlds

Feeling like I'm being torn

In between two worlds

The one that i live in 

And the one that I want 

I'm feeling like I'm living

Two very different lives

One is just going through the motions

The other is the happiest place imagined

Right now the two worlds 

Are crashing into each other 

My head is just spinning

In every which direction 

Bur where I want to be 

Wishing that I could  be guided

To the world I want 

Not the one that I'm in 

Wanting my head to stop spinning

My head is aching 

For the world that I want 

Help me stop

These two worlds from crashing

Into one another 

I want to get off 

In the world

That I want to be in