Depression

An afterimage of blackness
Only surviving through sharpness
Unending existence
Unsubsiding and empty

Ambient sounds remind me
Of falling through tragedy
Entities clawing at my memories

An agonizing spinning
Slipping through space as I wonder forward

Toward...

Nothingness

Disoriented and hopeless

Held captive by my own thoughts
And this darkness swirling round me

This portrait of myself

I don't recognize
A massacre of my self image
Imagine

Fantasy self
Help

I despise this depression

Raindrops dripping from nothing

Nonexistent clouds

Not covering the sun

It's frightening...
This pleasure

I feel when stuck deep
It's endlessly disorienting

Stuck in this promise
Captive
I couldn't leave if I wanted too