In Your Sadomodern Gloating

Where soft stones rot
I cherish undying sentiments
Chasing stars, chasing sunsets
Dressed up like lust
Mixing blue and red
The night echoes
Pour me another drink
I've got it planned out
Diving in headfirst

The candles we burn in past lives
Follow angels to outer city limits
In love with my addictions
But they're killing me slowly
And I know it hurts 

Strange times dream to perish
In your sadomodern gloating
I am a tragedy
Victim of history 
Ripped my shirt on the edge 
And died like a legend, like 4 am
This room filled with fantasy is laughing
Like a finger on the trigger
Where the pulse meets the lake
Haunting ecstasy
Haunting rapture 

I get scared of hospitals
Like I'm scared to lose you
I take the bus and keep my head down
Contemplating creature casually insane
I look out windows and get lost in neon lights 
And know I mean everything I say
But I don't know how to say
Do you like the feeling of losing control and dying?
Do you ever fake it? 

Strange times dream to perish
In your sadomodern gloating
I am a tragedy
Victim of history 
Ripped my shirt on the edge 
And died like a legend, like 4 am 
This room filled with fantasy is laughing
Like a finger on the trigger
Where the pulse meets the lake
Haunting ecstasy
Haunting rapture.