Retching Love

Here I am, knelt down 

Retching for an eternal love 

Which doesn’t fail to exist, 

In my mist,

It passes by me ever so slightly 

Everyone else’s pushing them away

For they can barely stand 

I watch them as they wisp away and float 

While I watch, stagnant. 

The breeze, while thrilling to them, 

Chills my body.

Lips yearning to be kissed lay chilled and peeling

With each layer of skin goes my joy, 

My patience, for the warmth that soon awaits me 

Goes blind to my eyes as they burn looking side to side 

At the couples beside

Who cross the line to the other side 

While I’m behind 

Retching for an eternal love.