Happier than ever, I did it.

I feel free, free at last and I can't believe it
How hard it was to kill that feeling, that feeling that overwhelmed my whole being
That feeling that clouded my mind with thoughts of you, only you
I was happy yet I had to let it go, I was happy and it was ruining me
You loved another, thesame way I felt for you, you felt for another
I lost count on how many times I cried and hoped you'd see me, that you'd feel my love for you burning deep into my soul
I even forced myself to hate you but my heart, my stupid heart wouldn't let me so I kept on feeding my delusions till they became obsessions
It was too much for me and I could no longer so I cut it off bit by bit till there was nothing left but relief
I am happier now, happier that I can control my mind and body again, I am free, free at last.