Crazy Mad

If you really didn't wanna see me hurt then you'd still be here knowing that I love and care for you with everything I did. The fighting was mostly on you because you hate me

Here he goes again putting it all on me she thought. Reading his book of a message she pondered awhile, he always had a way to bring her down.

Not this time, there was something different about her now.

As she read the line again, you always quit drinking for awhile then start back up and throw the kids under the bus.

He never mentions his flaws or the scars and bruises he's caused.

Any and all mistakes she's ever made will no longer be thrown in her face.

This is her new start, her chance to prove her self-worth to her brain.

ALK