Losing myself

Losing myself

How many times I ve been here
when will I ever learn
to shield this heart of mine
Regrets not the only thought
that  comes to mind
How could ve not noticed
pain and despare my closes friend
as love were never his intent
right there I ve lost myself

Funny enough he seemed happy
but again I ve miss read
Outbursts confessed his sadness
in everything that we ve  said
while he smiles towards his phone
Someday she ll also experience my stone
when his commitment no guarentee
as in another a future he d see
right there I ve lost myself