my ex

I should kill my ex

so he can feel the pain I felt

to feel when your heart stop beating

to feel the stab in the back

 

I should kill my ex

maybe he will feel the pain I felt

I can feel my heart beating

as I imagine the blood on his back

 

i should kill my ex

he is going to be tortured like I was

maybe rip the heart from his chest?

"maybe I shouldn't do this..."

 

I should kill my ex

I don't remember who I once was

my heart rate rises and falls like my chest

"maybe I shouldn't do this..."

 

I should kill my ex

his chest rises and falls...

the chest falls along with the knife

"how does it feel now..."

 

I killed my ex....

my heart rate rises and falls

there is blood on my hands and the knife

"how does it feel now..."