Lost you

I've lost you

Or you've reached your end

Rope is taught and you're gone

Lesson fault and you're still gone

I've never felt so sad

Without you here

Life has been to brutal

Is always as horrible

I get what you told me

Without you here

Nothing is said

I've lost you

 

My dear brother

Such a sad way to go

So young and smart

Yet so sad

I know you wanted to die

How the brain makes us feel

I get you know

My fallen one

You lost your way

I need to close the box

But there is no escape

I miss him more

Days go on and on 

Stretched from perfection 

Into dismal dismay

Something fell into decay

 

I miss you brother

Everyday 

I didn't love more

Should have cared

So lost in myself 

I gave the dream away

To be shamed

From the people who couldn't care less

Or even try to guess

 

They didn't know

How you felt

Tried to help even though 

It's all so heavy

I blame myself