Welcoming Death

I am so cold inside

Body is aching

There is nothing to hide

My soul and heart is breaking

There are cuts in my wrists

Alone and cold

Emotions are stopping to twist

Nothing to hold

I’m cracking at the seams

Laying in blood as I search for a reason

Losing consciousness, as I watch the flashing dreams

Trying to find any beacon.

The beacon of life

Slowly fading away

Whilst still looking at the bloody knife

There is nothing stopping the closing day

This is my silent ending

As I slowly slipping away by myself, peacefully

This is my message I’m sending

Laying on the ground, beautifully

Nobody expected I was at harm

I am going away from my shit life

Looking at the bleeding cuts in my arm

I’m too weak to laugh, still holding the bloody knife

Welcoming death