RAMADAN

Not even a day has gone by, I’m missing you 

Thinking of you brings comfort to my heart 

A lot of confusion and delusion happening

I wish you were here, to talk

Time is passing and I feel like I’m stuck 

This lifestyle it’s getting annoying, please take it back 

How can I escape and forget about it? 

I want to go somewhere far, where there’s more land and less crowded 

Maybe the peace I look for is hiding in some religion I always neglect

Maybe the calm I need will never come and I will admit that I failed 

Your energy surrounds me indefinitely 

It smells sweet, like vanilla, hearts and candy

My body feels the warmth of our memory

This moment is everything I could ever want 

Purple lights, smelling like gas, that was intentionally 

Excuse the rush I’m just feeling hazy

Reminiscing, should I go back to my blonde hair?

Believing in the past, the soul yells in despair

Everyday we change, I have been doing some thinking 

So at peace with myself, I don’t understand 

Why it feels so good to finally give in 

To accept your love, to let the negativity drift away 

Every love song plays deeply along the inches of my skin 

Looking forward to the day my eyes remind my heart of your essence 

Balancing off like the weather this week seems like I’m walking on paper thin 

And then there’s you again, never fails, it’s your presence 

Takes me so high, the high you don’t want to come back 

The high that leaves you dry but makes one an addict

 And when I fall back down, I see myself in your eyes 

So dark like the deepest ocean and so far like an endless paradise 

Crystal clear reflection in your pupils, blushes me with pink

I’m swimming the oceans don’t let it be a tragedy 

No contact for a month feels like a month without sun

Gloomy, gray and empty

Spring is here, summer will soon be gone

So much to feel and say just like when I was twenty 

Nobody else in the planet makes me this happy, you get me 

Sex drive it’s crazy, it got me on the run 

March 26th, I’ll wait a thousand years for you or until the end of Ramadan