Tug a war

I'm feeling like I'm in a tug a war 

With thoughts of you now and then 

Driving me crazy 

Being pulled in both directions 

How far can this rope stretch

Just hearing your name 

Sends goosebumps down my body 

I've tried hard to forget you 

However your always in my thoughts 

Which makes it really hard 

To fully let you go 

I'm being pulled every which way 

In this tug a war 

Feeling like I'm in a losing battle 

Where I want to surrender 

When I think I'm finally over you 

You reappear like nothing happened

All the good and bad feelings 

All resurface again 

Makes me feel 

Like I'm in a tug a war 

With my own thoughts and fears 

You bring out the good and bad in me 

Why why why 

Are you pulling me in all directions 

In this tug a war 

I'm almost ready to cut this rope 

To end the tug of war