Sleepless

Chad Carlson


Notice of absence from Chad Carlson
Hey everyone. I'm taking this time to thank everyone that has read my poems, everyone that left comments, taken the time to start a conversation, and Thank you Mason for handing me my first loss in a few years. Like I said you came hard and I respect that.

I'm taking some time to step back and focus on my ever expanding health issues as well as getting into a strong mindset for my upcoming 7th spinal fusion operation. I appreciate you all. This is not goodbye like The Terminator I'll be back... And much like Terminator my spine will be metal.

By Chad Carlson

4:00 in the A.M. Useless to go to bed I have too many things Going through my head Piled up like a train wreck My mind won't let me rest Although my body is fatigued And my sanity is stressed I'm hard-pressed to find the reason The method for my madness This sadness is plaguing me Driving me to my destiny Easy enough For me to just give up Just to lay down and be run over Because I have had enough But you know I'm not that way Because I need the pain I feed off the pain I live for the pain I will die from the pain Without it I could never be the same I bring grief to my family They don't know how to handle me A loner I shall always be As foreseen in my prophecy Relationships won't have me There's too much weight to carry They all start to blissfully But always end in tragedy So take the chance and bet on me 51/50 the deck is stacked against me

  • Author: Chad Carlson (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 29th, 2024 07:31
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Comments1

  • Thomas W Case

    Superb

    • Chad Carlson

      Thank you for taking the time to read and give me a nice compliment. I really appreciate it.



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