Notice of absence from Lei
If I don't answer I'm most likely at school,with family or having a breakdown or something stupid as heck
If I don't answer I'm most likely at school,with family or having a breakdown or something stupid as heck
When I was younger
I used to wonder
what would happen when I grew older
would I be happier?
would I be smarter ?
even though I seem more mature
does not mean My life is better
through all those straight A's
and high grades
I struggle to accept myself
with suicide on the mind
will I ever find a way to survive?
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Author:
Lei (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: April 7th, 2024 11:48
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Short answer to last lines - yes.
You won't surely throw away your young life, and intelligent too?
thank you, I have been struggling with that kinda stuff since I was eight, so the fact that I've made it this long is a miracle, and once again thank you for your kind words
Oohh, you'll make it longer, I'm sure! heehee.
But seriously, it can be teenage 'patches' that people go through.
That’s the worst part of it, isn’t it? The perfect grades that make us look perfect, when we’re anything but that. Struggling to accept yourself... everytime someone praises you, you wouldn’t know how to answer😂 It’s so not funny that it kinda becomes funny. So I laugh. Better than crying about it I guess. Anyways, I understand. Beautiful words💕
thank you, I'm glad you could relate, but at the same time I'm also sorry that you relate, I don't really know how to explain it
I get it😭
Suicide should never be an option. Smile and light up the world. 😉👍
thank you for the encouragement
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