dear younger me

Lei


Notice of absence from Lei
If I don't answer I'm most likely at school,with family (just got back from surgery so still kinda recovering)

When I was younger 

I used to wonder

what would happen when I grew older

would I be happier? 

would I be smarter ?

even though I seem more mature 

does not mean My life is better

through all those straight A's 

and high grades 

I struggle to accept myself

with suicide on the mind

will I ever find a way to survive?

  • Author: Lei (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: April 7th, 2024 11:48
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • orchidee

    Short answer to last lines - yes.
    You won't surely throw away your young life, and intelligent too?

    • Lei

      thank you, I have been struggling with that kinda stuff since I was eight, so the fact that I've made it this long is a miracle, and once again thank you for your kind words

      • orchidee

        Oohh, you'll make it longer, I'm sure! heehee.
        But seriously, it can be teenage 'patches' that people go through.



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