Me

There I stand by the open window

Wishing for a refreshing green meadow

Yet all I can see is the black-tiled floor

And the thought of my body splattered upon it strikes me once more

Unable to watch any longer

I return to my bed and sit down to ponder

That gnawing feeling in my stomach keeps growing

And into a deep dark pit my heart keeps falling

I turn around and catch sight of myself in the mirror

With invisible scars and furiously wiping at the tears

So I put on a mask and get through the day 

Cuz cover girls don’t let anyone see them fade away.