I wonder ..

Conflicting emotion play havoc in my heart

Tiny seeds of doubts, to and fro, dart

All my sentiments take a part

In making of my emotions, a spicy tart..

Love takes me by the hand, and bids me join the game

She persuades me to become someone’s grand dame

All my excuses seem to fall lame

She soon puts my dubious mind to shame

My mind is in a turmoil, my thoughts whirls around

Whither oh whither, is the train of my heart, bound ?

But out of my lips, comes not a sound

I wonder whether my ideal will ever be found.