My Disintegrating Heart

My heart is mangled because of you

I am so alone, I miss your magical presence and love

I did not want everything to be brand new

I’m alone with our memories, since you flew to the above

I am stranded here on earth, quietly dying inside

Leaving me with my broken spirit and torn soul

My heart is crushed and bleeding from its spilt bloody side

Abandoned my core is practically in half, like a dying ember of coal

My heart beats are painfully slow and fading quickly

There is nothing of this shell, any more cracks, I will die

A lonely death is imminent, I will survive this trauma unlikely

My heart is disintegrating slowly, alone on the ground where I lie

This is my final day of being viable here, on land

I will soar to god, in his arms l will lay peacefully

Who has the power to mend my damaged heart, as planned

For him take care, place me inside of his arms carefully