PREFATORY

I'm scared that I can't forget,

I'm scared 'cause I'm not well prepared, 

all these little things that hanging inside my mind,

keep coming back whenever I leave them behind,

 

I always think that I have the answers,

but now I'm no longer one of those onboard passengers, 

I think I should move on sooner,

before I regret it later,

 

I'm scared to see this journey,

to go along this way every single day,

sometimes I wish I could just stay at home,

sitting comfortably on my own,

 

Sometimes I wish I could be free,

free from anything that tied me to certain rules,

I just don't like to see myself politically ruined,

destroyed,

and humiliated,

 

I missed a lot of chances,

and I needed more answers,

don't ask me to dance because I'm not one of those dancers,

 

..and I wish one day I can proudly say,

no matter how far we go,

you are part of the missing piece that I always looking for.