One Slit

You left me in the darkness 
My tears are falling down my face 
Laying on the chilly floor, feeling the coldness 
I am praying my version of grace 

I still believe in you forever 
But now I am just getting your awful pain 
Since you left me, I thought we will stay together 
Now without you there is nothing to gain 

But you since left me alone on the floor 
My heart is bleeding for your love 
I love you so much and I miss so much more 
Since you went to the holy above 

I hope that my heart will stop hurting 
The pain is breath taking, leaving my lungs empty 
In your dark I try just to find the lighting 
Tired and angry in my pity

I need your taste, I need you to hold me in your arms 
My heart is trying figuring out what is going on 
Here about to self harm 
One slit in my wrist I’m on the way to you. I am gone