Sad but beautiful and free

Yet i stay

Yet i’m here

With the horizon of fake love and fear

I close my eyes and ears

yet i see..yet i hear

Drowning here with the air and sea

Of my shadow..demons settled free

In a dark room with my ghosts i be here

giving myself to you sad..but beautiful and free

Not from myself but from keeping in touch with the depths of that little demon in me

Holding it tight

Grabbing it from that burning tail

Feeling the fire burns inside of me

That ash and dust choking me

Yet no one waters me

Yet listening to it sing to me

Right here..near to me

Every night they keep touching me

Yet with that kiss i die

And that tongue sliding , burning in my throat

Here i lie

Here i die again ..giving myself to you sad but beautiful and free.