Emotional mess

Today, I realized that my heart

Is missing you 

You're my one true love

I find myself feeling sad 

For no apparent reason 

With tears rolling down my face 

I can not stop the tears 

You're the beat of my heart

That keeps me grounded

Right now...

I find myself feeling sad

For missing you so badly 

With me missing you 

I find myself arguing with you 

Over things that that don't matter 

Has me feeling like

I'm the one being selfish

When I know you are off doing your job

I know that it isn't forever 

I find myself missing you 

More than the day before 

No words can express

What I truly feel 

I dream of you 

In my arms safe and sound

Right now all I see 

Is us arguing 

Over things that don't really matter

Breaks my heart

All because I don't have you near

To rest my head upon your shoulder 

To have the reassurance

That everything is going to be ok 

Having me feel stressed out all the time 

Has me..

Missing you even more 

You're the one person

That sees the real me 

You call me out on my behavior

I never realized I was doing

Til today

I'm feeling alone

Because I love and miss you 

You're the one that keeps me grounded

You're the reason 

I feel so deeply

I am sorry 

That I miss you so much

Where I've hurt you 

That was never my intention

Once you are in my arms 

Everything will make sense again

You're my everything

I know I will not feel alone forever 

I only miss my my one true love

I am sorry for being so emotional 

It will get get better in time