I Have Failed

For i have failed, i look over my shoulder,
Back to days i prevailed, i grow old and colder.

I want to understand, when it changed,
Why did my mind turn bitter, i jittered, its strange.

I was happy go lucky, plucky, i smiled more,
Laughed and danced, what am i crying for?!

Its like i entered, a maze, dazed.
A labrynth of chains, bound by their weight!

The only comfort, is the exit, it exists!
Im expected, to navigate, this death pit of existance.

One foot steps forward, although awkward and twisted.
I know i must keep fighting, in my minds forefront.

I must seek the source of, this awful exhaustion.
Unravel the mystery, retrace my own history.

Its time to change.