Thoughts

I miss the girl I was
I don’t know when but I miss her
The one who didn’t have to try so hard
I wish I poured the same love I give to others to myself
Maybe then will I stop crying alone at night
Waking up with a smile to cover my dried tears
I wish they knew how sad I am
How easily my heart breaks
I drown in my sleep and grasp for air as the dawn of a new day arises
I am scared

I don’t want to be scared

Please take control of it all

Hush my dear self

All will be well in the end

Only God knows and I believe he didn’t bring me this far for nothing

So let me wipe my tears off with a hope for better days

Better days are coming

And they will surely find me waiting