I wanna


Notice of absence from Lil
If I don't respond in a few minutes I am probably at School, sleeping, with family/ friends, or forgot to bring my device.

I sit in bed now and I am not crying like I use to do
I sit there and wonder what we were and what we can do
I torture myself with thoughts of ¨ Oh maybe he is cheating¨
All I do is shut my friends out because they cant support me and you
They dont know that I wanna hold your hand
I wanna have little nicknames
And I wanna to cry in your arms
I wanna have people see we are in love
Others ship me with every boy in school
The only one that feels right is you
I wanna have my arm around your waist
And hold you close because your the only person
The only one that doesn´t trigger anxiety, trauma
All that shit
But I just wanna hold your hand and tell you
We are okay

Because we are,
Me and you.
In which we both hope, forever.
To hold your hand,
The feeling i get,
Who do I think of at night?
You were the missing puzzle Peice,
To my life.

Without you I felt this emptiness
Like I didn't have a place in the world
You worry about P.D.A at school
When I just wanna reach over and touch your shoulder
Hold your hand
Because when I look at you I see someone perfect
I see you for you not who others want you to be
I wanna feel your touch
I wanna know your okay
I just wanna fucking love you
Without you being worried, scared or concerned about me
Or the teachers, or the kids
You say we can wait till summer
Man that s too long
You're worried about stupid but reasonable shit

  • Authors: Lil-M-M (Pseudonym), M.C. Vollmann
  • Visible: All lines
  • Finished: May 17th, 2024 15:00
  • Limit: 1 day
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  • Comment from author about the poem: This is for my boyfriend Dominic... The thing I wanna do is only be with him, but it is hard since he is a grade above me(me and him r 8 months apart) and I only see him in the mornings. to and from the 3rd period... To the 4th period and from and study hall.
  • Category: Love
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