Longing an admiration

Longing to find anyone who sees me
Of what an eccentric I find myself to be
Raising like a tremor of desire which is long unheard
Falling into oblivion which is seemingly near 
Can't help but I am screaming 
Wanting someone to soon stop it
To see me
To admire me
To tell me what I am
I am beautiful 
I am wonderful 
Need to hear these words from him
But leaving it all on my destiny 
I am long awaiting 
For the right moment
And the person to just hold me for the life forever ♾️