Kaleidoscope

Whole in pieces

shards and creases.

Hopes dashed

Heart gashed.

Broken

Soft spoken

Will this be forever?

Its now or never.

Why

Do I feel like I don't exist?

That I can't make the effort to enlist?

I am done here

I can't think cuz its too much to bare.

Stand up on a chair

And say my story of despair.

Lets wake up to a new morning

Shelter from the rain.

Dodge the pain

Go insane.

A million metals adorning.

So the tolls are obtuse

Filter the abuse

Its no use.

So take it all and let loose.

Survive,

thrive.

Live,

dive

Into the deep.

At least its not shallow

Like merry and hollow

The way to the floor is safe and steep.

Endless,

Friendless.

Forgiveness,

Sickness.

Lets close our eyes 

As Gods stay open.

Give him our shit

And be calm cuz

The more faith can fit

response to the lies.

Let the great in you win.

Give it a spin

Nod your chin.

You can choose up or down

Smile or frown.

I'm with you, bro

In the sunny rays or snow.

Just know

That you can make a good or bad show.