I got dumped by a friend, and it hurts
She was dear to me for some time
A girl of a friend who I grew fond of
In a friend way
And who
Helped me in darkness
Encouraging words and thoughts and meme’s
On the daily
She called me out when I needed it
Called my scared bullshit
But I didn’t help her like she did me,
She cried as she told me
I was a burden
I reminded her of him and memories of him
And it hurt her, it was hard to bare
Her heart is so broken and beautiful
And fragile and full of love, of wanting love, and giving love
She told me she hurts when we chat
And feelings of self worth are diminished when we chat
He did that to her and I reminded her of that
It was too hard for her to tell me
Her strength is inspiring that way
And so I told her lets stop talking - find and heal yourself
Those are the words that came out cracked and forced
From my mouth
But inside I was screaming NO NO I don’t want to lose you!
Not you too, please no
But I kept it in and I didn’t say my inner thoughts
I did that for her: she was already broken and
I couldn’t do that to her
So, now I will no longer be a burden for her
I will use my will and not reach out, ever, again
But I am sad, it pains me so
I looked forward to the surprise messages of
Strength and mental help and hope and funnies
I checked instagram many times after the talk tonight
And nothing was there
I hope she becomes whole again
So we can be friends again, someday
- Author: AmIAPoet-QuestionMark ( Offline)
- Published: June 5th, 2024 00:50
- Category: Unclassified
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