God’s Poker Table

In this world I have lost my sanity 
You have took it away the other side of the planet 
We had a great relationship and we were a tight unity 
I wish you and I had never met 

My heart is broken from the pain you’ve caused, 
You leaving me alone and defenceless 
I need gather my emotions, life just won’t paused 
I guess that means god is heartless?

I don’t sleep at night anymore because our bed is so cold 
I can barely breathe because it feels like you’re pushing down 
Heartbreak is making me feel breathless and old 
Your presence is on my shoulders and it’s making me frown

Someone please help me out with this heartache 
Under this pressure and I’m struggling, with my breathing keeping it at bay
God please why you don’t me a sign, your intentions are opaque 
Here you have take all my emotions, smuggling them away 

Like you have done with me before, betting my emotions away 
It is not fair, I am feeling very unbalanced and very vulnerable 
I can’t even stop you and I am feeling really weak today 
God is playing with my emotions on the poker table