Cruel Existence

I wish that I never looked deeply in your brown eyes 
That is when our hearts connected and intertwined with each other’s core
But you have to go through the shining stars, leaving me with my cries 
Your absence is not in vain but heaven needed you, leaving my heart broken and sore

You are free from this evil world, with every breath is hard without you 
My heart is broken in two, but somehow I can still feel your love but it has changed color to black 
My core is dying without your once beautiful love, my cardiac system has gone cold, and is in two
I am shaking from crying from the heartbreaking pain from the your phenomenal love I lack

I am looking into the mirror I have no idea who the reflection is 
All alone I slumped down on the floor and grabbing my chest 
I thought we were going to be together, forever I would be his 
Now in this universe I am alone in this sad place I try to do my best 

Life must go on, but how? All I can do is lay in the fetal position and cry 
I am sure I will hurt myself with all this grief and sadness 
My nails are digging in my chest but I don’t care, I just want to die
I can not live without you, you left me alone with all this madness