to j.v.

The things

You whisper

Under your

Breath.

 

I could

Never

Say them out loud

 

The blood

Dripping

The longing

For

One another

Is gone

 

I couldn't even

Tell you

What i thought of it

 

Wishes gone

Unnoticed

Prayers

Unprayed

 

I couldn't

Push myself

To be there

 

The

“Are you okay”s

You asked me

And my excuses

Tiredness

Sad

Depressed.

 

Is it just me?

I’m sorry

I couldn’t be there for you

The darkness

Sucking me into

Itself.

 

There is no need to judge.

There is too much judgement here already.