Sometimes I feel like disappearing
this is how I know the demons are here
they want me 2 fade, cut, and starve
I can feel them around me
24/7
they make me thing life would be better in heaven
sleeping all day and crying all night
the demons in my head make me feel like I'm always right
the cutting, the starving, the crying
sometimes I wish I could stop thinking, stop feeling,
stop wanting to be more like u more like anyone but just not me
if only u could understand me
but u cant
no one does
becuz how could they see?
this smile I'm faking is too deep
were all a little crazy.
were all a little sad
but the voices in my head keep telling me I'm very bad
and I know it's true
or maybe its not the voice
to want to stop breathing
to think thats a choose.
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Author:
Chris M (Pseudonym) (
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Comments2
Hey, I’ve gone through some similar issues before with wanting to disappear but please take care of yourself I’m sure there are people who love and care about you deeply.
Take care
Be brave
Do not become the darkness slave
A light stoll shines
Though it may be hard to see
But it is there
Shining for thee
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