Be Enough

I still have a long way to go, because I see that I still think I'm not enough.

maybe I'm enough for me but am I enough for thee?

I know I deserve the entire world and more,

but what if I can't have you, what else is left in store?

Mama bird flys away, he left me I see.

like Blue, I try, but I fall from my tree.

it is the constant climbing that

I overthink and believe that someone else wouldn't complete me

.See I'm so complete because I allow myself to be

but what am I without a lover, even if I'm still 16?

adults will laugh, will shrug off this that quells,

but I am done wishing because he used to be my well.

I'll try and I cry every time I try to pry; to peel back their layers; to let me see what's inside.

the skin the dermal layers are all just a mask but I want to see your arteries

and the special one without doubt.

please let me get close enough to entrap it in my hand.

perhaps if you open up first, 

You will help me stand grand.