3 am

 yes it's back again

 

the 3 am pain

 

the one I tried to push away

 

rushing through the day

 

numbing it in endless ways;

 

but it rises again,

 

and wakes me up 

 

this 3 am pain

 

darkness all around me

 

a pin pricking pain in the center of my palms, a heavy heart and

 

silent tears that no one can see

 

the ones who can comfort have long left me

 

I am left all

alone in this 3 am pain